Surrender

Surrender,

I don't want to,

It is so hard to let go

of what I want,

what I think should happen,

what I am sure is best...

Surrender

this day to a power greater

than myself,

I don't want to,

not today

Surrender 

to a God

I don't think is listening

even when I know

deep down 

that is not true

Can you hear me

are you listening

Surrender is so difficult

Find me,

meet me

so I can get through

one more day....